Christel

Darn it! I juz hate it…dunoo this is the how many times I have said this. Tmlw is the 4th werk related wkend. I have alternate half Sat off, but for this month of July, every off-wkend, I have to go thru smething related to werk. 1st wk I attended the lecture ( okie okie okie this actually benefited me), 2nd wk half Sat but went for the eye screenin held on Sun, 3rd wk I gotta werk, 4th wk (which is basically tmlw) I gotta go for a stupid teamwork programme. Jus hate it! Din enjoy my proper wkends rest at all!

"One should not lose one’s temper unless one is certain of getting more and more angry to the end." 

Argh! Hate Mondae! Got to wrk todae, knowing I dun have a theatre this week, acting as a "floater" I have to take charge of recovery side, coz one of the in-charge has to take FSL. Damn it!

Smemore Mondae leh, so tired liaoz, realisin’ tmlw I will be in ah guan’s theatre in the AM n Mr Smiliey tiger in the PM. Super duper down feelin’ lor. Though it really beats being in Big Boss theatre, but juz hate to go places where have to rush rush rush like ah seow like tat.

Anyway todae is payday, suppose to be happie. But already so troubled, dunno if I should change my mobile to a new wan? Hmm…any ideas?

Dae;

Been working almst everidae frm last mondae to fri, Sat AM attended lecture, Sun AM volunteer @ eye screenin(not tat volunteery lehz) cont’d wrk till todae. Oh gosh am I tired! This week Im at the worst theatre, OT1, damn it, 2dae have to rush lik mad. Veri shiong for me leh.. dun even have third girl! Lucky still young can run, sighz.. Though in the nn time, our "dear" Mr Yeo, had oni 2 cases! And he finiz it b4 1630hrs! Great surprise! Too bad he had another case tmlw at my theatre at 1730hrs, god kows wat time he will cme…duhz.. Suppose to go for dinner wif claud, becoz her 21st bdae, now seems I cant go liaoz…

Thoughts;

Think Im still uncapable enuff for my wrk. Juz not competent….how can I improve? Muz really wrk very very hard. Practical is more impt dan theory!

How do i noe if someone likes me? Will they confess their feelins’? Wun it be easier, if I could juz noe it?

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Robert Frost

When can I lose more wt…Im still far frm my targeted wt!! Damn it! God can U make me slimmer?

Why can I have more money to spare? I wan a new mobile, but aint got enuff cash! I wan I wan I wan

Feeling;

I feel…feel…..feel…..sick of wrk! Juz hate it! Hate being single though there’s lots of pros compare to cons…But I wanna be attached! Hate having not enuff hard cash!

But I juz lurve to complain and nag!

Im lovin’ it

I got my tongue piercing last wed. It has been something I really really wanna do. I have been thinkin abt it for months, till last week I had the courage to, JUST DO IT! Sounds silly? Alot of ppl has been wonderin’, why in the hell? U r a nurse? How old are u? It’s not that nice…

Im very glad I did it actually. It felt even better when I got my nose pierced. The feelin’ is so…so….undescribable…simply perfect! I felt great! I love it!

I din tell my parents abt it, on the first day..hehee I knew I will get it frm them. And SO, i told them on sat, I was been chided on Sat nite, Sun, Mondae and finally Tuesday. i could see they were really upset abt me gettin’ this thing. Totally wrecked! I love my family and esp. my parents…. But they are so against me gettin’ this.. Im realy really upset. Im thinkin’ they gave me my life, now isit my life or theirs?