Christel

Yesterdae

Had a trip to Msia yesterdae. A trip organize by my wrkplace. Woke up sooooo early in the darn saturdae! Esp. not wrkin at all. Anyway, travel all the way to Farrer MRT, which normally, hmmm shld b nvr been ther b4. SOooOOoooo far lehz…pity me? No, screw me upside down pls…( I mean "screw" as in chide or scold, not "screw" as in "f**k", okie?) I had so much junk food dump in me yesterdae, felt so guilty todae. Smemore, D&D cming, haven even got baju for myself, still eat so much. Damn it.

Anyway, the trip was pretty fun except for the sneak off for fun, and the hot hot weather. We went to fruit farm, herbal garden, bees’ plce, kota tinggi (waterfall), and LOBSTER LUNCH, not forgetting the sweet little fireflies…. sweet little things i mUz sae.

Kota Tinggi have sure change since the last I went there, its’ smaller, not crowded, have a place for ppl to "play" taiji as well. The algae getting alot bah, saw ppl slipped and fell in the water. hehee…U noe who lar..

The lobster lunch was not bad, expecting them to give us crayfish insteand of lobster, who noes, they really got it. Except for the sizing part. It was pretty tasty.

The fireflies were the BEST finale of the dae. A motorboat or sampan thing, abt 20 ppl on it, goin thru the dark dark area where U cant see much stuff, even when u stretch Ur hands, u can oni see dark and darker shadows. Cant make out watever. The bushes with lots of lots of tiny flickerin lites in them. So much of X’mas feel. And very romantic, hmm…, okie quite. But its really an experience okie. I love it. I "took" a glass frm the restaraunt wehr we had our dinner, and caught 2 fireflies in it. Wahahaa…muz be tinkin Im pretty crazy rite. So wat? I like it leh! wahaha haha, abit cruel, but I like it…heheee

2dae

Nothing special todae lar, rot whole dae as usual. Had a good scrub and moisturize my dry skin. Did facial mask as well.

Chatted with one of my "old" net fren, whom I oni meet up once. Pretty cute guy, except he din fall me and too small build for a big gal like me. But he told me smething, which he is hesitate to sae. Sae I got a flirty look! wahahaaaa…flirty leh, me? Hmmm…not pissed lar, quite flattered actually. Thanks Ron!

Yippie! Dae-off tmlw…

Have been wrkin for endless weekdaes, freakin’ shag. Realise I have realli slogged myself for work. Oh God! Help me? Watever…

Smetimes feelin’ pretty irritated, esp. in my profession.It’s so hard to get dae off. Hard to plan for trips, hard to fight for leave, hard to get urgent leave as well. Juz imagine, either U plan early 2mths for a trip( pesterin’ other colleagues to give to u the leave) or U get leave 2hrs b4 U knock off work(yes yes Im tokin abt b4 the dae off) Difficult, right? Watever…

Anyway, Im gettin’ my dae-off tmlw, hehe..real glad leh..hehe

Last week, I went for food tastin’ @ Fullerton Hotel. Okie okie maybe Im yau-kwee or swakoo…coz I really nvr went ther b4 leh.. The food there, Im muz sae not bad…pretty gd leh. The beef, OMG, the beef, so tender, so juicy, so..so…heavenly.. Im a meatlover owaes! I took a pic there, not bad, but got stupid shade on my face..hehe pretty hor? Watever…

Aiyo my D&D cming in another month’s time..and god damn it, I haven found out wat to wear…

Should I wear indian saree or get a nice top with 3/4 dress? Hmm…Is indian saree appropriate for Formal nite? Watever…

Have been feelin’ really down recently… I noe Im pullin’ a strong front. But deep dwn there, Im really plungin’ deep. I dunnoe what Im lookin for in life. I wanna leave everything and fall into good hands. But where do U suppose I shld go?

Maybe it’s due to the cards, depictin’ I will lose my confidence. Suddenly I feel Im lost, Im not capable of doin’ anything great or cant even complete a simple task. My concentration iz juz tat limited. Beginin’ to tink, hey, do I have ADHD? Kaoz, thought that wun happen to wrkin’ adults…

Have to brainwash myself again, I love what Im doin’, Im great, I can do it, it’s no great deal, Simple, no probs..

Praying hard hard to God, save me frm deep hole…

God damn it! Still have a mth plus time to get ready for my D&D in Nov. Sme things really cropped up at a stupid time! I like to stay low profile within a group, BUT highly involve with a bunch…Dunno wat h*** it means, juz tat Im uncomfortable with ppl I dun really noe. I like hangin’ out with ppl I know real well. Dread knowin’ ppl for a while dan have to mix well with them. Maybe a freak? I guess most proberly…. YES IM A FREAKo’ maybe a minor one, maybe…

A list of undone stuff to be done…

1. SLIM DOWN TO TARGET WT

2. BUY A GOWN FOR D&D, PLUS NEW LINGERIES, ?HEELS AND CORSET…

3. GET A BF ( Oh man! Darn long time I get one!)

4. SAVE MONEY SO i CAN RETIRED EARLY…

5. MY PAPERWORK THAT PILES BUT NVR TOPPLES]

6. TRY HARD NOT TO SPEND OR EAT TO MUCH…( HIT PT. 1 & 4)

7. APPLY MOISTURISER DAE IN DAE OUT.

8. DRINK MORE H2O

9. ?GET A HAIRCUT/ COLOUR

okie doesnt seems tat much..hmmm..watever…

Maybe….? Must be….