I noe the world is unfair. I knew it all along! But why does is have to show me that it is?! I never said it isnt, why the hell show it to me? Within half a year, I lost 2 dearest family members. I hate it! I dun like it! Its so unfair! Im so so hurt! So hurt, duno when I will heal, duno if I will ever heal. My tears still fall, my heart still aches, I nvr felt so bad in my life! I hate it I hate I hate it to the utmost! ARGH!!!
Being thinking for quite awhile…wat is my life goin to be like? I have so many plans, so many tauts so many many things I wanna do…
Alot of things pulling me back frm what I wanna do, I wish I wish I wish…wish so hard also no use…damnit… Im like the turtle in the picture..looking at the beautiful castle which I can’t have it.
This is the period of time again….hormones secretion abnormally fluctuate up and down… And yes, definitely Im down…
Ppl ask, 
Why is it u always seem happie?
Dun U have any problems?
Is there anything that will actually bother U?
I maybe the most cheerful, most bubbly angel U have seen…But in fact, Im not. I dun reveal my unhappiness, my troubles, my watsoever problems to anyone or anything…(Maybe in blogging?) Why bother ppl with Ur stuff? I dun wanna implicate ppl in my problems. Alot of ppl actually have alot of problems with their life, why add on to that…true?
Im only an Lonely Angel….
Todae is a freakin’ wrking saturdae… really hate todae. Damn April Fools’ Dae! Played such a silly joke on me! This is juz my farkin’ half dae! I was allocated to the theatre. Nevermind, work lor! But damn it, I started wrking frm 0800-1645! Some of U may tink, aiya, can still go toilet mah! F lar, non-stop okie! No toiletbreaks, no lunch and tea! I wun mind if the "bitch" is a nice wan, but 2dae that really "bitchier dan bitch bitch" is really too bitch! She "niao" me frm morning till afternoon, frm start till end! Hey! I noe Im no good, thats the reason I wanna learn mah! Instead of respecting me, U this "bitchier dan bitch bitch" so rude to me?! U! U! U! ARGH!!!!
U will get it one dae Im telling U! U will get it! U will meet some1 to conquer Ur evil deeds and teach U a lesson even next life, or maybe next next life U will remember! HUMPH! Stupid farkin black looi! Humph!
