Christel

Wooo its "THE SATURDAY"

Hmmm realised I really like Saturday. Esp. when Sunday hasn’t arrived. SOOoooo….happie~~ La~ la~ la~

These few days have been pretty busy, making me not enjoyin’ my usual lunch hour. With AM list ending at 1230hrs and PM list starting at 1300hrs..really…really tiring.. Thank God, Im on P, so got pretty stocked-up energy in me…tsk tsk.

P really affects me greatly, I mean the side effects. I get really bad insonmia, extreme dry mouth (stink~) and great fluctuates of mood. I get depressed really fast and happie the next sec. Haha lucky my partner is ryu-song, so made my mood mcuh much stabilize..

Talking about mood, I was really depressed the other day. I had a fling recently. Less then a week after the fling, I realized that fling actually has a gf liaoz. Im not in love with him or anything. Juz felt pretty bad, to the girl who is attached to him. Im like betraying my own sex. I have no f**king idea at all! I swear! Anyway, it will be the last Im goin’ to see the guy. That’s it!

Maybe I have the "qualities" to be the third party? Maybe it’s my so-called "calling in life" is to be third party?                                                              Watever~~

Not only that Im depressed because, it had happened before. Being with a fling, only after period of time then realized they are actually married or attached. I have enough liaoz, going to stop all these nonsense and confusion in my life.

And also, I found my soulmate. *smiles* It’s really fate I found some1 like her. Oh~ someone not very close to me, but knows alot about me, someone who understands and know what Im thinking. It’s miracle! It’s unbelieveable" It’s "affinity" muz be! And it happened!! Happie that I found her! (Im not les, juz wanna share my happiness to those who have not found their soulmate)

Oh one more thing, I think I found love~~ hehe love love love, My new love, Ami James, 33, single living in Miami. He’s simply gorgeous~ Yes. he is the guy in Miami Ink, on Channel 16 every Mon-Fri at 2300hrs. I love him~ He’s juz so cute! Baldy guy with multiple tattoos on him. Cute!! You can see his pics in my photos profile. Juz so cute!! Love him!! 

It juz a tiny pic with me and him!! So cute~ unresistable~~ muacks

Alot of things have actually happened, alot of things I have never wanted to share.

I have decided to reveal some, juz some..not much oni some details.

When Im drunked….

@16- I will snatched microphone and sing as if Im the best singer

@22- I will run back to bed and sleep

@23- I will kiss anyone who is near me, esp. if he is shorter than me

@25- I will sleep, wake up and party again before going home

@26- I havent make it happened, so coming soon…

When I feel lonely

I will call my friends and talked.

I will go online and chit-chat with whoever is on my msn.

I will go mirc make some new friends.

Recently…

I went out with a guy, juz a simple, normal guy. Not that Im having any relationship with him. So girls and guys don’t feel happie for me.   Both of us agreed to go out on basis with no strings attached. We can do watever couple do, but there’s no feelings involved. Juz the "feeling" of a relationship only. We hugged, we kissed, we hold hands and even sat together in the bus. Juz like wat couples do!

Maybe some of you reading this may feel Im stupid, girls is always at the losing end of these relationships, girls may juz fall for the guys, do watever the guys wants, end ups the guy juz don’t like you. Guys tend to take it better in this kind of situations, with strong determination, they never seem to fall for the girls. Despite all these, I decided to have a go with it. You never know till you try it. Anyway, I like it *smiles* So pray hard for me!

I think Im drunk….

Let’s see a few weeks ago, I was stressful bout decision, wheter going for my advanced dip anot.

Yes, I know, I got my Degree liaoz, get advanced for wat?! If I were to take up the course, I would have to sign a 3 yrs bond with ‘em. Ehemm.. not tat I wanna leave…(maybe?) juz dun wanna be bonded. Hated the idea of getting bonded. Im a BIRD, yes, a BIRD! A free Bird who travels whenever she please..~ So pls dun pressurize me anymore~~

Anyway, I found my decision!

Let’s see, what did I do recently…

Sentosa sunbathing\ buying online\ kissed\ hugged\ short romance\ deciding wat to do for future\

With all these in mind, my wt has "happily" increased!!

ARGH!! So tmlw, Im going to meet auntie rosie’s daughter-in-law. Hopefully she can help me…

Jia You ! Gt less then a month to slim down!!