Its Saturday again!!!
Wooo its "THE SATURDAY"
Hmmm realised I really like Saturday. Esp. when Sunday hasn’t arrived. SOOoooo….happie~~ La~ la~ la~
These few days have been pretty busy, making me not enjoyin’ my usual lunch hour. With AM list ending at 1230hrs and PM list starting at 1300hrs..really…really tiring.. Thank God, Im on P, so got pretty stocked-up energy in me…tsk tsk.
P really affects me greatly, I mean the side effects. I get really bad insonmia, extreme dry mouth (stink~) and great fluctuates of mood. I get depressed really fast and happie the next sec. Haha lucky my partner is ryu-song, so made my mood mcuh much stabilize..
Talking about mood, I was really depressed the other day. I had a fling recently. Less then a week after the fling, I realized that fling actually has a gf liaoz. Im not in love with him or anything. Juz felt pretty bad, to the girl who is attached to him. Im like betraying my own sex. I have no f**king idea at all! I swear! Anyway, it will be the last Im goin’ to see the guy. That’s it!
Maybe I have the "qualities" to be the third party? Maybe it’s my so-called "calling in life" is to be third party? Watever~~
Not only that Im depressed because, it had happened before. Being with a fling, only after period of time then realized they are actually married or attached. I have enough liaoz, going to stop all these nonsense and confusion in my life.
And also, I found my soulmate. *smiles* It’s really fate I found some1 like her. Oh~ someone not very close to me, but knows alot about me, someone who understands and know what Im thinking. It’s miracle! It’s unbelieveable" It’s "affinity" muz be! And it happened!! Happie that I found her! (Im not les, juz wanna share my happiness to those who have not found their soulmate)
Oh one more thing, I think I found love~~ hehe love love love, My new love, Ami James, 33, single living in Miami. He’s simply gorgeous~ Yes. he is the guy in Miami Ink, on Channel 16 every Mon-Fri at 2300hrs. I love him~ He’s juz so cute! Baldy guy with multiple tattoos on him. Cute!! You can see his pics in my photos profile. Juz so cute!! Love him!!
It juz a tiny pic with me and him!! So cute~ unresistable~~ muacks
